My Red Month has been an adventure full of surprises, new experiences, and unexpected realizations. From the first day to the very last, I’ve learned so much about how color can impact not just my mood, but how I see myself and how others see me. It wasn’t just about wearing a color – it was about experiencing it, living it, and discovering how it shaped me and my interactions with the world. Red brought so many surprises, challenges, and moments of reflection that I’ve divided my journey into two parts. Here’s the first chapter of my red month adventure.
Stepping Out of the Dark
First day of the Red Month: During the day, I felt amazing at home in red – or rather, not in black. But in the evening, things got intense. We went to a Dinner in the Dark, and I dressed in a long dress, a red coat, scarf, bag, lipstick, and nail polish. It felt like I was wearing a sign that said: Look at me! Look at me! It was a bit uncomfortable, as if I was drawing attention, and worse, like people thought I wanted the attention. Still, after a month of black, it was such a refreshing change to finally wear color again. I felt like I was absorbing all the energy from the red, something I had been missing for weeks. Such an interesting feeling!
The Contrast of Red: At Home vs. Outside
It’s fascinating how different wearing red feels at home compared to outside. At home, I can focus entirely on how I feel in the color – it’s all about the energy it gives me. But the moment I step out, everything shifts. My focus moves to how others perceive me and how I feel about that. For example, today, December 3rd, I went out during the day dressed entirely in red for the first time. And again, I felt like I was screaming: Look at me! I’m here, I’m important, you have to see me. It was a bit uncomfortable. In black, I blended so effortlessly with the surroundings. Red, on the other hand, demands attention – and being okay with that is part of the journey.
Red: The Color You Can’t Ignore
At the Dinner in the Dark, something funny happened. Across from us was a couple we didn’t know, and we spent the entire evening talking in total darkness. At the end of the evening, the guy said he had no idea what I looked like, but he remembered from the waiting area that I was wearing a red dress. That’s the thing about red – you simply can’t miss it!
From Black to Red: Embracing the Bold
When I was still wearing black, I couldn’t wait for the red month to start- not just because of the color red, but because I was craving any color after a month of black. Those first few days in red were a shock to my system. The change was overwhelming, and I felt so visible, like I was standing out way too much. It was a bit uncomfortable at first. But by December 12th, I wrote in my journal that I’d finally gotten used to red. The feeling of standing out no longer bothered me, even though I’m still fully aware of how noticeable and bold it is. Red has become my new normal.
Red: The Color That Speaks for Itself
At choir practice, one of the teachers couldn’t stop complimenting my red coat and scarf, saying how beautifully they matched. The next rehearsal, which happened to be around Nikolaus, I walked in dressed head-to-toe in red, and the first thing I heard was: ‘Where are the presents?’ 🎅 Red doesn’t just stand out – it creates stories and connections. It speaks before you do! (Collage image in the upper left corner)
Energized by Red—or Something More?
I feel amazing in red—so full of energy! But honestly, I’m not sure if it’s the red itself or something else. I’m incredibly enthusiastic about my project, and it fills me with so much excitement and joy. But here’s the thing: I wrote the same thing last month during my black month. Is it the color, the project, or a mix of both? Either way, I’m loving this feeling!
Seeing Red – Everywhere!
At the start of my red month, something curious happened: a little red Mini parked right in front of our house and stayed there for ten days. It’s a small street, and that car doesn’t belong to any of our neighbors who usually park there. It made me realize how much my focus has shifted—I’ve started noticing red cars everywhere. Of course, black and gray cars still dominate, but red keeps catching my eye. It’s like the color is suddenly following me!
Red Cars Everywhere!
We visited BMW Welt recently, and since it was the holiday season, the place was full of red cars. There was even a Santa BMW packed with Christmas presents, with Merry Christmas written on it. (Collage image at the bottom right corner). Even though I didn’t plan it this way, my red month fits perfectly with December’s festive vibes and colors. Oh, and speaking of cars – ours is red, too! When we bought it a few years ago, I wasn’t thrilled about the idea of a red car (you know my history with red). But when I saw the shade in person, I realized it actually looked good. It didn’t take long for me to get used to it.
Fun fact: I never remember cars by their brand or license plate number – only by their color. Is that a ‘creative person’ thing? Or maybe just a ‘me’ thing? Who knows?
A Colorful Countdown to Christmas
This month, besides diving into red, I’ve been exploring colors in another fun way—through Tracy Holmes’ Breakthrough Colors Advent Calendar. Each day, I get to assemble a little paper cube and uncover a new color inside. Along with it comes a lesson in color theory that deepens my understanding of how colors work. It’s such a creative and inspiring way to count down to Christmas while connecting with my passion for color. (Collage image at the top in the middle)
The Surprising Power of Color Reflections
My red month has been full of little synchronicities, like the story with the red Mini. Here’s another one: One day, the kids brought their gym mat into the living room (something they never do). When I walked in, I was shocked – all the walls were pink! Turns out, the red gym mat was reflecting sunlight onto the white walls, creating this magical pink glow. (Collage image in the middle right side)
It reminded me how much color can transform a space. People often forget this when buying a house or apartment – you need to pay attention to the color of nearby buildings! The colors outside can reflect into your interiors and even affect how you look. So, if you’ve been wondering why you look unwell lately, check if your window faces a gray or green building. It might just be the reflection, not you!
Red Moon Magic?
One of the wildest things that happened during my red month was that my cycle suddenly shortened to just three weeks – something that never happens. Not only that, but I had an unusually heavy period, and guess when it started? On the full moon, December 15th! 🌕
It got me thinking: Am I turning into a witch? But, of course, a good one! Maybe this is my physical transformation, and the spiritual one will come in my violet month—since purple is known as the color of spirituality and mystery. Who knows, maybe my third eye will open then.
All-In Red: A Bold Experiment
December 16th: I was heading to a seminar with lots of people and faced a big decision. Should I wear my red dress and go all-in with a bold, head-to-toe red look? Or should I take a safer route – pairing a red sweater, coat, scarf, and hat with neutral pants? It would’ve been easier to choose the second option, but I realized this was a huge opportunity to experiment. My curiosity and dedication to this project pushed me to step out of my comfort zone and embrace the red dress. It was a stretch, for sure. But I committed to acting as if wearing all red was completely natural for me – like I wanted the attention it brought. Walking into that room, I reminded myself to exude confidence, even though it felt like a big leap. It was such an interesting experience – seeing how I handled the feeling of being so visible and knowing I stood out. I’m glad I chose to go all in. Sometimes, stepping out of your comfort zone is exactly what you need to grow.
Red: A Spotlight on Self-Perception
On my way to the seminar in my all-red outfit (Collage image – in the upper right corner), I couldn’t help but feel like I was in the spotlight. People definitely noticed me, and I couldn’t stop thinking that they assumed I wanted the attention. But here’s the truth: I didn’t. I knew it wasn’t about seeking attention, but of course, they couldn’t know that. What fascinated me most was observing myself – how I felt, how I managed those thoughts, and how I carried myself. From the outside, I probably looked confident and completely at ease, as if wearing all red and loving the attention was second nature to me. Inside, though, it was an intricate dance of emotions and perceptions. The whole experience felt like I was in a black-and-white movie, and I was the only one in color. It was intriguing to sit with that feeling of being the center of attention and just let it be.
Red: Confidence in Disguise
The moment my friend arrived, she immediately noticed my all-red outfit and said I looked amazing. What I’ve realized about red is that it has this incredible ability to ‘force’ confidence – in the best way. Since red naturally draws attention, it creates this subconscious feeling that people see you as a confident person. And then, almost without realizing it, you start acting the part to match those expectations. It’s like a sneaky little trick to boost your self-assurance. Red doesn’t just make a statement – it changes how you carry yourself.
When Red Finds You
At dinner, I quickly scanned the menu, picking a salad based solely on the ingredients- didn’t even notice the name. When it was time to order, I looked at the name for the first time and realized… I’d chosen the Winter Red Bowl. Completely unconscious, yet somehow, I’d picked the red salad. It’s funny how red keeps finding me this month, even when I’m not trying! (Collage Image in the left center)
A Secret Mission in Red
At the seminar, the room was packed. I’m sure people thought I was a bit eccentric – or someone who really loves being the center of attention – because in my all-red outfit, I definitely stood out. But here’s the thing: I have no idea what they actually thought. What I do know is how I felt – and this time I felt good. Aware that I was impossible to miss, yet completely at peace with it. There was even a small part of me that enjoyed it, as if I were on some secret mission, and only I knew the reason behind it all. It was an oddly fun and empowering experience.
Red Month Flow: Doors Keep Opening
That evening, the good vibes just kept building. Feeling confident and in my element, everything seemed to flow effortlessly. During the break, the line for the bathroom was ridiculously long. We joined the end of the line, and suddenly, the door to the accessible restroom opened right in front of us. The cleaning lady looked at me and said, ‘Go ahead, it’s free.’ It felt like the doors were literally opening for me.
This red month has been full of little moments like this, where everything just works in my favor. When you feel good, it seems like the universe conspires to keep the flow going.
Check the Part 2
Red has shown me its boldness, power, and the way it commands attention. But this is just the beginning of my journey. In the next chapter, I’ll share how red influenced my energy, emotions, and some surprising insights I discovered along the way. Stay tuned for part two!
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